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3000 pageviews, hell yeah!

Tue Nov 10, 2009, 8:22 PM
  • Mood: Zest
  • Listening to: Dragonette- We Rule the World
  • Reading: Kimi wa Pet
  • Eating: chocolate icing out of a Becel container
I love the world! I have 3000 pageviews! I'm appreciated in the world and I have people who like my work! I love you all! Yes, I'm over-exuberant, but this site is sort of my refuge some of the time when things are too crazy over here and my head feels like it's going to split open with the secrets rattling around inside it. I go on this site and see that there are people who know the other side of me and accept it and don't condemn me!

Also, I've officially encountered the first hater on my work. His name was EmmetEarwax, and I looked on his page and he was 64 and living in the south of America, so he should know better than to be so mean. I believe his comment was, on "Gang Rape part 3", "I'm sorry, but this is NOT my cup of tea. Good bye. Now- go away!" As rude comments go, it was a fairly harmless one, but it still hurt. It felt like my private sanctuary had been invaded. My golden bubble, where being myself was alright was sort of popped. Now I realize that there will be people who look at me and say "ew, what is wrong with you?" That's why I have to stay anounymous, because my family would definitely be part of those saying "ew".

Update on Dan: I was sort of falling out of obsession with him, because I think he might like a girl named Michelle, but then I went and fell headfirst back into lust/obsession/crush on him when I saw him volunteering at my school. Yes. After choir practice, I went to go help one of the clubs in my school who help homeless people sort through their letters for volunteer hours. There were a bunch of older people there who help with the club. And when I walked in, I saw Dan at the back, smiling and talking to an old man while he sorted through letters. And wether he likes me or not and wether he likes Michelle or not, I can't help but be drawn to him. A guy who volunteers and is so nice to older people and smiles like that is just....I don't know. Irresistable? Hot? Nice? Yes, I'm a sucker for a nice boy with a hint of bad in him.

Geez, sappiness, but I can't help but smile, you know?

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*Rudox Nov 4, 2009, 4:50:15 PM
hmmm... now your journal upthere from september, theres probably been a few twists and turns since then, but that to me sounds like lust, lust feels like love... because it can ache in your heart, but the difference is that built from yearning desire and love is built from completely different values, making the foundations of what your feeling inside...pure, worthy... or false, lust is like the devil playing cupid so to speak, when people start relationships that are started, founded, grown from lust... they often fall apart because the love isnt there... which is the only thing that can last a lifetime, they slowing unwittingly drift apart on the stairway of complacency as their emotions become numb... till it dawns on them in bed...as strangers with their backs turned like 2 stray wary dogs surviving the cold, and neither can say a word . . . . ever heard of a Cold Night In Hell ? , Lust... trick of the devil, but ay... me personally... im down with lust, loves just painful when LUST comes along... and fucks it up! LOL

ay im just kidding... i read your gang bang story... it worked wonders ; ) seriously though... it was really good

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life in every breath
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Mood: Wow! ~ReachUpHigh Nov 3, 2009, 1:28:42 PM
omg you are the master :D
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~RabidhalfLIFE Nov 5, 2009, 4:12:42 PM
wow. thanks!

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"I feel pretty, oh so pretty, I feel pretty, and witty, and gay!"

*sees people staring*

"Yeah that's right, I just said gay. You got a problem with that? Huh?"

BEWARE: straight girl with a baseball bat and a grudge against homophobes.
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~Fou-Fou Oct 3, 2009, 9:23:14 AM
I was wondering if one might be able to leave suggestions or request on what you should write (A)

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"L-o-v-e is just another word I never learned to pronounce"
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~RabidhalfLIFE Oct 11, 2009, 11:58:59 AM
I would LOVE to have requests! I can't guarantee that I can fulfill them all, but you can make any suggestions you want and I'll try to write something for them.

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"I feel pretty, oh so pretty, I feel pretty, and witty, and gay!"

*sees people staring*

"Yeah that's right, I just said gay. You got a problem with that? Huh?"

BEWARE: straight girl with a baseball bat and a grudge against homophobes.
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Mood: Love ~Fou-Fou Oct 12, 2009, 7:45:32 AM
Okay :D
And I know I might be taken as a perv now xD but I would LOVE it if you could be able to write a gay story that involves crossdressing and almost sorta gang bang...but volunteerly (A) or you could just skip the gang bang...as long as it is a boy in a skirt :D:D:D:D:D

Thank you for taking time in listening:)love Jic

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"L-o-v-e is just another word I never learned to pronounce"
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~RabidhalfLIFE Oct 12, 2009, 9:06:22 AM
Okay, I'll try to do something like that sometime in the near future, k? And I don't think you're a perv...I mean, look at what I write! How could I think you're a perv when I'm definitely one? lol

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"I feel pretty, oh so pretty, I feel pretty, and witty, and gay!"

*sees people staring*

"Yeah that's right, I just said gay. You got a problem with that? Huh?"

BEWARE: straight girl with a baseball bat and a grudge against homophobes.
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~Fou-Fou Oct 12, 2009, 10:06:55 AM
Aaw :D thank you...you´re the best :)
yeah well... I guess everyone´s a perv... either conciously or subconciously xD

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"L-o-v-e is just another word I never learned to pronounce"
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=connorish Oct 3, 2009, 7:51:38 AM
yea, veggies taste better ;)
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